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i figured i would update my journal just so i can kinda keep track of my life and where i am right now. life has been so crazy i needed to stop and just take a breath to see where i am, and where i am going. i am standing up in brians sisters wedding, thats correct me and brian are still together, four years strong! anyways i am really excited about the wedding and just got fitted for my dress. brians cousin sarahs wedding is also coming up. i have been working alot and i love my job and everyone i work with. they are pretty much family to me. i am just three tiny prereqs away from applying to the nursing program, but i am not gonna be able to take summber classes because of work :(. oh well one day i will be a nurse and make a great one, im just pretty much taking my time. recently, about two weeks ago i got my new car!!!!!! :) a brand new 09 g6 carbon black metallic. i am//was so excited about it, i love it so muchh. ive also learned pretty quickly not to take anything for granted, life is too short, move on. i have just lost a friend, to a freak car accident and even though we werent close i still can hardly believe it. RIP MITCH E MITCH. my prayers are with his family, his young wife, & very young daughter. well i could go on for days seeing as i havent updated in like what a year, but heres a quick update that no one will probably read cuz who uses LJ anymroe anyways lol. i will try to update more often just so i can keep track and look back one day and remember all the memories.
<3<3<3
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| same thing...61 weeks later |
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A - Available: noPe! ♥
B - BIRTHDAY: deCember 2nd =)
C - CRUSH: brian still
D - DOG'S NAME: petey&&pudge
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: brian
F - FAVORITE RAPPER: ush lil wayne TI kanye
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears. hands down
I - INSTRUMENT: noo
J - JUGGLE: i can jugglee
K - KILLED SOMEONE: i dont kll
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: fLordia
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: chocolate
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to have another wish
P - PERSON WHO CALLED ME LAST: brian again lol
Q - QUESTION YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK: why is the grass greeN?
R - REASON TO SMILE: its contagious
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: stonger
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 8:20
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: im sad
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: tomatoes
W - WORST HABIT: nail biting i guess/smoking
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: alot
Y - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE: over 400
Z- zodiac sag ahaha
1. How tall are you barefoot? like 5'5
2. Have you ever been cheated on? yes
3. Do you own a gun? bb
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? OCD
5. How many letters are in your crush's name. 5
6. What do you think of hot dogs? weiners hahhhahaha
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? grandma got ran over by a reindeer hahahaha
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? nothing/water
9. Do you do push-ups? nope.
10. Have you ever done ecstasy? i dont roll that way..haha
11. Have you ever drank alcohol? yes. to much
12. Do you like the rain? love love love the rain
13.Do you own a knife? theres some in the kitchen
14. What do you smell like? romance
15. Do you have A.D.D.? nope.
16. Full initials? krm
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment homeowrk, cedar point, ....
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought. puma pants. arnold palmer.gas
19. Name three drinks you regularly drink. water beer
20. What time did you wake up today? already asked this
21. Can you spell? yeah
22. Current worry? none.
23. Current hate? none
24. Favorite place to be? anywhere
25. Least favorite place to be? court
26. Where do you want to go? back to mexico
27. Do you own slippers? yess aloT
28. Where do you think you will be in 10 years? running the ER
29. Do you burn or tan? tann nicely acutally
30. Yellow or blue? yel
31. Would you give up your current life to be a pirate? why not
32. Last time your cell rang? like an hour ago
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? none
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? monster under the bed
35. What's in your pockets right now? no pockets
36. Last thing that made you laugh? me
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? no clue
38. Worst injury you've ever had? ov. hahahhahaha
39. What is your GPA? 3.6
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? soo many geez like seven
41. Who is your loudest friend? JOE
42. Who is your most silent friend? mike
43. Does someone have a crush on you? brian
44. Do you wish on stars? i used to
45. What size tshirt do you wear? depends
46. What song did you last hear? once again stronger
47. Whats your boyfriend/girlfriends name? brian
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? no clue
49. What were you doing 12 am last night? i thinksleeping?
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up today? noooooo i dont wana go to school
. Would you get back with your ex if you could? nev
2. What color shirt are you wearing? purple
3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? yeh
4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? yeh
5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? Most
6. How many kids do you want to have? 4
7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? excellent
8. What name would you want besides the one you have? audrina but im sure it will be my daughters name
9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? nope
10. What did you do for your last birthday? went out to eat wit hALL the girls and went to brads
11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? justin timberlake
13. What were you doing two nights ago? dont remember
14. Do you like having your hair pulled? sometimes
15. Name some things you can't wait to do. CEDAR POINTTTTTTTTT :)
16. Last time you saw your mom? hour ago
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? few things
18. If you had $250,000 what would you do with it? shop
19. how long have you worked at your current job? about a year now
20. Have you ever talked to Tom? nope
(Not sure where the other numbers are?)
23. What's your favorite month? decembetr
24. Your least favorite month? janu
25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you? shoes
26. Who is getting on your nerves right now? no one
27. Most visited webpage? myspace
28. Last person you text messaged? dayna
29. Last person to make you sad? friends
30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend? no
31. Favorite kind of drink? red bull
32. Favorite kind of food? chicken
33. Favorite dessert? cheesecake
34. Have you been to Europe? nope
35. If someone you hated died, what would you do? I would feel bad.I think
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waiting for ash to pick me up anddd im bored so ill do these:!!!!
: ABCs
A - Available: noPe! ♥
B - BIRTHDAY: deCember 2nd =)
C - CRUSH: brian i guess
D - DOG'S NAME: petey
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: umm my sister or ash.
F - FAVORITE RAPPER: ush
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: bears. hands down
I - INSTRUMENT: umm im not really into that.
J - JUGGLE: i can jugglee
K - KILLED SOMEONE: i will
L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: fLordia
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: strawberry
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: to have another wish
P - PERSON WHO CALLED ME LAST: ash blanch
Q - QUESTION YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO ASK: whats your name sexyy
R - REASON TO SMILE: whats not the reason?
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: crazy bitch
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 11:38
U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: im bored
V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE: tomatoes
W - WORST HABIT: nail biting i guess
X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: too many
Y - YOUR NUMBER OF FRIENDS ON MYSPACE: 238 or osmething idk
Z- zodiac sag ahaha
1. How tall are you barefoot? like 5'5
2. Have you ever been cheated on? probably
3. Do you own a gun? paintball
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be? none ew
5. How many letters are in your crush's name. 5
6. What do you think of hot dogs? weiners hahhhahaha
7. What's your favorite Christmas song? grandma got ran over by a reindeer hahahaha
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? nothing
9. Do you do push-ups? nope.
10. Have you ever done ecstasy? yess like 2 times a day
11. Have you ever drank alcohol? nope.
12. Do you like the rain? love love love the rain
13.Do you own a knife? theres some in the kitchen
14. What do you smell like? katie
15. Do you have A.D.D.? nope.
16. Full initials? krm
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment my heads pretty clear
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought. im broke. probably gas, red bull and a ring
19. Name three drinks you regularly drink. water
20. What time did you wake up today?11 thirty ish
21. Can you spell? yeah
22. Current worry? none.
23. Current hate? this one gross ass nasty girl who wants to die
24. Favorite place to be? anywhere
25. Least favorite place to be? clhs
26. Where do you want to go? ashs
27. Do you own slippers? yess alot
28. Where do you think you will be in 10 years? hospital
29. Do you burn or tan? tann nicely acutally
30. Yellow or blue? yel
31. Would you give up your current life to be a pirate? why not
32. Last time your cell rang? 11 55 am
33. What songs do you sing in the shower? none
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child? monster under the bed
35. What's in your pockets right now? no pockets
36. Last thing that made you laugh? brian trying to dance
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child? no clue
38. Worst injury you've ever had? ov. hahahhahaha
39. What is your GPA? 3.6
40. How many TVs do you have in your house? soo many geez like seven
41. Who is your loudest friend? lace
42. Who is your most silent friend? none of my friends are silent
43. Does someone have a crush on you? brian
44. Do you wish on stars? i used to
45. What size tshirt do you wear? xxxxxxxl
46. What song did you last hear? crazy biatch
47. Whats your boyfriend/girlfriends name? brian
48. What song do you want played at your funeral? wow
49. What were you doing 12 am last night? myspacing around
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up today? shit im late
. Would you get back with your ex if you could? maybe if he changed
2. What color shirt are you wearing? white
3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list? yeh
4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list? yeh
5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? all
6. How many kids do you want to have? 2
7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? kinda, it could be better
8. What name would you want besides the one you have? umm idk
9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? nope
10. What did you do for your last birthday? went to brads. ew that birthday sucked, i hate birthdays
11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? 2 live crew - one and one hahah best song ev
13. What were you doing two nights ago? getting ash from vals
14. Do you like having your hair pulled? yesss =)
15. Name some things you can't wait to do. not sure
16. Last time you saw your mom? hour ago
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? nothing
18. If you had $250,000 what would you do with it? dont know
19. how long have you worked at your current job? never
20. Have you ever talked to Tom? nope
(Not sure where the other numbers are?)
23. What's your favorite month? decembetr
24. Your least favorite month? janu
25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you? neeeeeecklace
26. Who is getting on your nerves right now? brian
27. Most visited webpage? myspace
28. Last person you text messaged? dayna
29. Last person to make you sad? no one
30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend? no
31. Favorite kind of drink? red bull
32. Favorite kind of food? tbiz
33. Favorite dessert? cheesecake
34. Have you been to Europe? nope
35. If someone you hated died, what would you do? I would feel bad.I think
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well from thursday to saturday i was at hosa state leadership confernce! yayyy. i roomed with LC , mikey, and jessica. it was so much fun. the guys next door (morg, trev, kev, wakes, and roy) were such a blast. i couldnt have had a better time.
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[24 Apr 2006|09:44pm] |
i would give up forever for things to be the way they were. but only time will tell ♥
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im so pissed right now. i feel so betrayed. why does shit like this always happen to me? i dont know. may i deserve it. maybe i broke a mirror in my past and the seven years bad luck is paying off now. fuck me. bye
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| do i seem firmilar? |
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good bye my lover- JaMEs bLunt. aka my husband |
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hello friends. im sitting at home. just got done running. gotta look good for fLodia. yess spring break 8-D. i dont know why im like being gay all of a sudden. but yeah tinas birthdays tomarrow. that should be good. i got layers in my hurr. yay i <3 starr shes my all time fav. for sure ♥ i went shopping for spring break today. it was nice. i got a few things. i def need to go to the mall soon to get some more stuff. well i think thats the end.
♥ you :o]
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so..last night waas good. the club was SO freaking slow though. fridays suck! but tonight it should be better. me n lace had fun DJing. then we went back to ashs to sleep! yikes i got iss for my 'slipperish shoes' damn dress code violations. ahahha i was so mad. and my necklaces keep breaking. thats very saddening, because ilove my necklaces. well ill update later
LovE yOu ♥
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i havent done a real update in so long. but its like march 9th already. damn. im sitting here and honestly im tired as hell. i was reading my past entrys , everythings almost still the same. except no boyfriend. =) which isnt the worst thing ever. i kinda go after "the wrong" boys anyways. i think i am going to start to keep up with this bad boy. but im going to bed for sure right now. ♥♥
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who can wrestle with me & let me win. who I can talk to about anything. who laughs at my jokes. a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets. who lets me use his sweatshirt for a pillow. who buys me 25 cent rings and sticky hands who says i love you & means it who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow who calls unexpectantly at random times who will have many inside jokes with me & remember each one a boy who notices girls haircuts who realizes that girls say things but dont mean them. who shows up at my games, slipping in the door who I can go swimming with on hot days who can tell me his problems & let me help who will bring me seashells from the beach who will let me beat him up when I get angry who writes love letters to me but doesnt send them who draws pictures & slips them gently in my locker slot who saves his genuine, big smiles for me. a boy with deep eyes that can see through faces into depths who wears baseball hats & lets me wear his too who gives me his t-shirt to change into & not expect to get it back who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume, & the color of my toothbrush. a boy who will shake my daddys hand & look my mother in the eye who will call me by my full name, first, middle, & last. a boy who will kiss me and tell me Im pretty who will let me cry to him who will squeeze my hips just right from behind who surprises me who plays with my hair who knows when I have a math test or when I fail one. a boy who smells like he just stepped out of the shower who wears cologne that I can subtly smell when leaning on his shoulder who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and simply be mine to hold.
i had him....=/
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[09 Jan 2006|04:57pm] |
What Right Does She Have To Take You Away When For So Long, You Were Mine ?
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i wish it was august.
my mom just made me go grocery shopping.. cool
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[02 Nov 2005|08:37pm] |
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your not my type
im pathetic. ew
i <3 making new friends.
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[26 Sep 2005|03:14pm] |
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( hOla =) )
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i love when the worst days turn into the best days. <3
homecoming. couldnt have been better.
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